Saturday, July 14, 2012

Loss of a Good Pal


Who would have known almost 18 years ago that this special little puppy would fill my life with so much joy?  Today, I made the decision that my little old puppy, Toby, was ready for doggy heaven.  When I came to Belize, I knew that it was probable that I would lose him here and I was right. 

As you know, Mr. Tobyman would have turned 18 years old in November.  He was a snuggly puppy whose favorite spot in Belize was on the one pillow I brought from home.  He settled in well once we moved into our house at #2 Baboon Avenue here in Belmopan.  But he was old and life was mostly about sleeping. 

About four days ago I saw a change in the quantity of food he was eating (he always had a pretty healthy appetite for a 7 lb. pup.)  I could not get him to eat anything the last couple days and he stopped drinking yesterday morning.  After many tears and prayers, I realized that even if I could get him through this illness, he was not really living a full life anymore.

An incredibly empathetic veterinarian and I held and petted little Toby as he slowing drifted off to sleep and eventually passed.  I told him that he was going to see my little Maggie dog. 

I am very sad yet sure that a compassionate decision was made.  I know that he will be missed by not only me but by many of you.  Thank you for caring.  I miss my little Tobester.